Monday, January 19, 2009
BLISS [Tr. Fr. RNT- by esspeecee]
(Anandadhara Vaiheche)
# Fountain of Bliss
Flowing thro’
- the universe
Day & night
Quanta of nectar galore
- spilling up
Into infinite sky. #
# In bounties
- sun & moon
- drink ---
And remain
- ever radiant
As un-ending halo---
With eternal completeness
- of universe
- in life
- & Thine halo. #
# (Why): Sitting absorbed
- and centered in self?
Look around
Broadening bosom
Accept all tiny sorrows
- as trifling one
Fill with love
The void-ness
- in life. #
(Anandadhara Vaiheche)
# Fountain of Bliss
Flowing thro’
- the universe
Day & night
Quanta of nectar galore
- spilling up
Into infinite sky. #
# In bounties
- sun & moon
- drink ---
And remain
- ever radiant
As un-ending halo---
With eternal completeness
- of universe
- in life
- & Thine halo. #
# (Why): Sitting absorbed
- and centered in self?
Look around
Broadening bosom
Accept all tiny sorrows
- as trifling one
Fill with love
The void-ness
- in life. #
Sunday, January 18, 2009
TORN STRING
esspeecee…09.01.01.
We’re together
Parted like torn string
Of harp
In the gamut of
Euphony of love.
Your quivering lips
Like torn strings
Subtly murmuring
Before my melting ear.
I asked your lips
Why quiver?
You’re but a
Silence of tears.
Better let it be
The sorrow of
Incubated grieve
Shudder of ache.
If I meet again
In stealthy rue
Will the harp
Yell sharp
Instead of your
Melodious soprano?
esspeecee…09.01.01.
We’re together
Parted like torn string
Of harp
In the gamut of
Euphony of love.
Your quivering lips
Like torn strings
Subtly murmuring
Before my melting ear.
I asked your lips
Why quiver?
You’re but a
Silence of tears.
Better let it be
The sorrow of
Incubated grieve
Shudder of ache.
If I meet again
In stealthy rue
Will the harp
Yell sharp
Instead of your
Melodious soprano?
Friday, January 16, 2009
FOSSIL
esspeecee…18.12.95.
The punishment
Of honor
The prize
Of assault
Make me
Oblivious of.
Plenty of
Punishments
Profundity of
Prizes
Swang me much.
Make me immobile
Like a austere statue
Where-
Flows of thoughts halt
To become
Fossil.
With ocean like
Limbo
Place me
Beyond others
And myself
But -
In you.
And your’s…?
esspeecee…18.12.95.
The punishment
Of honor
The prize
Of assault
Make me
Oblivious of.
Plenty of
Punishments
Profundity of
Prizes
Swang me much.
Make me immobile
Like a austere statue
Where-
Flows of thoughts halt
To become
Fossil.
With ocean like
Limbo
Place me
Beyond others
And myself
But -
In you.
And your’s…?
Thursday, January 15, 2009
AMNESIA [1] ... esspeecee
# Amnesia…
the morphia
for pain
and pleasure .
# Amnesia…
Where sorrows -
surrender,
ecstasies
quiver.
# Amnesia…
acid to
alkaline memory,
alkaline to
acidic nostalgia.
# Neutralization + Zeroing,
x by ad infinitum.
# Chemistry of
Amnesia, cleaves –
bonds of memory
molecules,
dynamics of domination,
# Accelerates motion of memory –
to zero momentum.
# AMNESIA: -
the panacea,
the dispassion
to tension.
# Amnesia…
the morphia
for pain
and pleasure .
# Amnesia…
Where sorrows -
surrender,
ecstasies
quiver.
# Amnesia…
acid to
alkaline memory,
alkaline to
acidic nostalgia.
# Neutralization + Zeroing,
x by ad infinitum.
# Chemistry of
Amnesia, cleaves –
bonds of memory
molecules,
dynamics of domination,
# Accelerates motion of memory –
to zero momentum.
# AMNESIA: -
the panacea,
the dispassion
to tension.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
MAKE MY HEART LIKE…
esspeecee…01.06.95.
~ My heart
Dry like core of earth
Inundate it with ambrosia
To swim and reach
Million arid hearts.
~ My heart
Turned deaf like rock
Sensitize
To be acoustical
With the melody of
Dancing daffodils.
~ My heart
Blind like amoeba
Illuminate it
To X-ray state
To view the
Joys in the unseeable.
~ My heart
Dumb like fossil
Phonetize it
Like a poet
To wreath bouquet
With songs of life.
~ My heart
Belittled to
Sub viral size
Hyperbolize it
To reach infinity
For oneness with whole.
~ My heart
Freezed to ‘Absolute Zero’
Warm it to ‘Plasma State’
To savor bizarre bouncing
~ My heart
Heavy as universe
Make it weightless
Like spinning electrons
To reach great beyond.
esspeecee…01.06.95.
~ My heart
Dry like core of earth
Inundate it with ambrosia
To swim and reach
Million arid hearts.
~ My heart
Turned deaf like rock
Sensitize
To be acoustical
With the melody of
Dancing daffodils.
~ My heart
Blind like amoeba
Illuminate it
To X-ray state
To view the
Joys in the unseeable.
~ My heart
Dumb like fossil
Phonetize it
Like a poet
To wreath bouquet
With songs of life.
~ My heart
Belittled to
Sub viral size
Hyperbolize it
To reach infinity
For oneness with whole.
~ My heart
Freezed to ‘Absolute Zero’
Warm it to ‘Plasma State’
To savor bizarre bouncing
~ My heart
Heavy as universe
Make it weightless
Like spinning electrons
To reach great beyond.
Monday, January 12, 2009
ULTIMATING IN ZEROING
esspeecee…09.09.95.
~ Waking
[Needing sleeping]
Jogging
For:
Fitnessing and trimming.
~ Brunching
For:
Energizing.
~ Officing
Conferencing
For:
Earning,
Status lifting.
~ Clubbing
Wining
And
Flirting
[Extra marital]
For:
Tension venting.
~ Returning
Scoop dining
Sexing [marital]
If energy permitting.
~ Sleep pilling
Sleeping.
~ Waking
Again repeating
Vicious cycling
Understanding
Nay
Realizing
Ultimating in zeroing.
esspeecee…09.09.95.
~ Waking
[Needing sleeping]
Jogging
For:
Fitnessing and trimming.
~ Brunching
For:
Energizing.
~ Officing
Conferencing
For:
Earning,
Status lifting.
~ Clubbing
Wining
And
Flirting
[Extra marital]
For:
Tension venting.
~ Returning
Scoop dining
Sexing [marital]
If energy permitting.
~ Sleep pilling
Sleeping.
~ Waking
Again repeating
Vicious cycling
Understanding
Nay
Realizing
Ultimating in zeroing.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
KALEDISCOPE
esspeecee…08.09.96.
Your face revolves in
The whirlpool
-of thoughts.
To stop rotation
Why I try
To view
Your still view?
Better,
I accelerate:
My rotation,
My motion,
My revolution
-of my thoughts.
Intermittent
Flash view
For milli-second
In various angels
Projects:
-totality of your face.
Stay not
Unceasingly in
Minus diversity
-oneness.
I love
Ever new diversity
Come back in flashes
-and fragments.
Again and again
With the spectrum
Of kaleidoscope.
esspeecee…08.09.96.
Your face revolves in
The whirlpool
-of thoughts.
To stop rotation
Why I try
To view
Your still view?
Better,
I accelerate:
My rotation,
My motion,
My revolution
-of my thoughts.
Intermittent
Flash view
For milli-second
In various angels
Projects:
-totality of your face.
Stay not
Unceasingly in
Minus diversity
-oneness.
I love
Ever new diversity
Come back in flashes
-and fragments.
Again and again
With the spectrum
Of kaleidoscope.
Friday, January 09, 2009
COMFORT ZONE
esspeecee…16.09.95.
The stinging tentacles
Of anxiety
Gives comfort of
My fiancé’s embrace.
The ocean deep
Depression brings near
My fiancé’s
Somber face.
The un-lullable
Anguish of
Her long absence
My sousing duo.
Absence is the
Greatest presence.
West wild wind
Imbued her blond hair’s
Infatuating fragrance
Discover I and savor.
esspeecee…16.09.95.
The stinging tentacles
Of anxiety
Gives comfort of
My fiancé’s embrace.
The ocean deep
Depression brings near
My fiancé’s
Somber face.
The un-lullable
Anguish of
Her long absence
My sousing duo.
Absence is the
Greatest presence.
West wild wind
Imbued her blond hair’s
Infatuating fragrance
Discover I and savor.
Thursday, January 08, 2009
SPECTACLES OF LOVE
esspeecee….22.01.96.
My love
Soars high
To dab kiss
On infinite sky.
My love
Slopes down
To turn
Greens from brown.
My love
Widens wide
Like the river
In high tide.
My love
Dwindles to a dot
Lies illegibly
In a rose pot.
My love
Floats like hyacinth
Looks for soil
To anchor beneath.
My love
Fidgets like storm
To discover eager heart
To be born.
Love not
My love
Enjoy it with
Spectacles of love.
esspeecee….22.01.96.
My love
Soars high
To dab kiss
On infinite sky.
My love
Slopes down
To turn
Greens from brown.
My love
Widens wide
Like the river
In high tide.
My love
Dwindles to a dot
Lies illegibly
In a rose pot.
My love
Floats like hyacinth
Looks for soil
To anchor beneath.
My love
Fidgets like storm
To discover eager heart
To be born.
Love not
My love
Enjoy it with
Spectacles of love.
Tuesday, January 06, 2009
INEBRIATION. (Dhao Hey) …esspeecee
[Tr. Fr R.N.Tagore]
~ Gift Oh,
Gift to my
heart’s content
Oh
Waves oscillate
In sea of ambrosia
Inebriate me
by elixir of ambrosia. ~
[Tr. Fr R.N.Tagore]
~ Gift Oh,
Gift to my
heart’s content
Oh
Waves oscillate
In sea of ambrosia
Inebriate me
by elixir of ambrosia. ~
Monday, January 05, 2009
[-]ves – Emulateated
esspeecee…21.09.05.
Every down slope of life
Stored in
Inner retrieval recess
For reminiscence,
regurgitation.
Every onslaughts of life
Inscribed deeply on nerves
For torture tingle.
Every sorrows of life
Stored in life-pitcher
For synchronizing
In-built symphony.
Every hush of life
Implanted on face
For brightening
Bruise blushes.
Odds turned into
Luxury.
Anguishes into
Nictitating nostalgia.
Punishments into
Verdict of victory.
Violence into
Vesuvian velour.
Every [-]ves
I adore you,
Emulate you,
Pity you,
Condon you.
esspeecee…21.09.05.
Every down slope of life
Stored in
Inner retrieval recess
For reminiscence,
regurgitation.
Every onslaughts of life
Inscribed deeply on nerves
For torture tingle.
Every sorrows of life
Stored in life-pitcher
For synchronizing
In-built symphony.
Every hush of life
Implanted on face
For brightening
Bruise blushes.
Odds turned into
Luxury.
Anguishes into
Nictitating nostalgia.
Punishments into
Verdict of victory.
Violence into
Vesuvian velour.
Every [-]ves
I adore you,
Emulate you,
Pity you,
Condon you.
Thursday, January 01, 2009
EXILE IN MAJESTIC SILENCE’
esspeecee
# Exile in silence,
Majestic silence
Silence, but not to:
- blunt senses.
To sharpen…
- be more eloquent…
- be greater creative…
- within the within,
- and within…. #
# ‘No-Entry’ board
- to din and bustle,
One way traffic,
Bubbles of subconscious,
For synthesis / creation.
(Silence is golden) #
# In silence,
I discover:
my dichotomous me :
- material me,
- subtle me,
- mind,
-soul.
Enjoy - emancipation,
Identity /Reality
Total nihilism,
Void ness in 'pan-existence'
(Yes! Silences is golden) #
esspeecee
# Exile in silence,
Majestic silence
Silence, but not to:
- blunt senses.
To sharpen…
- be more eloquent…
- be greater creative…
- within the within,
- and within…. #
# ‘No-Entry’ board
- to din and bustle,
One way traffic,
Bubbles of subconscious,
For synthesis / creation.
(Silence is golden) #
# In silence,
I discover:
my dichotomous me :
- material me,
- subtle me,
- mind,
-soul.
Enjoy - emancipation,
Identity /Reality
Total nihilism,
Void ness in 'pan-existence'
(Yes! Silences is golden) #
‘NEVER – ‘N’ – EVER’… esspeecee
# Cluster of hopes
Breastful of efforts
Chunks of despairs
Sighful of defeats.
# The swing of hope
Hikes high
The de-swing of despair
Drops down.
# Wounded soul
Is fugitive
Thoughts stand still
The inside ‘I’ glide
With the tempest
Knows no destination,
May find refuge:
In unknown destiny,
- some day:
- very near
- or, farthest far
- or, never
- for ever.
# Cluster of hopes
Breastful of efforts
Chunks of despairs
Sighful of defeats.
# The swing of hope
Hikes high
The de-swing of despair
Drops down.
# Wounded soul
Is fugitive
Thoughts stand still
The inside ‘I’ glide
With the tempest
Knows no destination,
May find refuge:
In unknown destiny,
- some day:
- very near
- or, farthest far
- or, never
- for ever.
‘INSOLVENT’
esspeecee
# Your effortless smile
Provides calorie to eyes
Your pearly peeping teeth
Blur the white surfs of Atlantic.
# Your brunette hairs
Bring sighs in stormy clouds
Your wrinkle free skin
Shies: 'just-bloomed-tulip'.
# Your lithe, angular built
Solves problems of geometry
Your lyrical gait
Jingles like Beethoven’s symphony.
# Your whispering phonation
Flows subtly like small brooks
Your stoic stares
Cross limits of infinity.
# Your blushed cheeks
Race heart faster than tachyon
Insolvent I’m
To discover your's: You.
esspeecee
# Your effortless smile
Provides calorie to eyes
Your pearly peeping teeth
Blur the white surfs of Atlantic.
# Your brunette hairs
Bring sighs in stormy clouds
Your wrinkle free skin
Shies: 'just-bloomed-tulip'.
# Your lithe, angular built
Solves problems of geometry
Your lyrical gait
Jingles like Beethoven’s symphony.
# Your whispering phonation
Flows subtly like small brooks
Your stoic stares
Cross limits of infinity.
# Your blushed cheeks
Race heart faster than tachyon
Insolvent I’m
To discover your's: You.
‘NOUN / VERB’…… esspeecee
# Lip quivers
Heart flutters
Tongue mutters
Quad of letters: -
‘LOVE’.
# Use as a noun
Get a gem-studded crown,
Use as a verb
To serve the: -
‘LOVE’.
# Let our tongue
In chorus utter:-
‘LOVE’
# Lip quivers
Heart flutters
Tongue mutters
Quad of letters: -
‘LOVE’.
# Use as a noun
Get a gem-studded crown,
Use as a verb
To serve the: -
‘LOVE’.
# Let our tongue
In chorus utter:-
‘LOVE’
