Wednesday, December 31, 2008
‘VESTIGE’ …esspeecee…12.6.04.
# I’m down,
Not out.
# I’m out,
Not ousted.
# I’m ousted,
Not destroyed.
# I’m destroyed,
Not extincted.
# I’m extincted,
But with
A vestige
Consciousness of
Immortality of
My in-built
SOUL.
# I’m down,
Not out.
# I’m out,
Not ousted.
# I’m ousted,
Not destroyed.
# I’m destroyed,
Not extincted.
# I’m extincted,
But with
A vestige
Consciousness of
Immortality of
My in-built
SOUL.
Friday, December 26, 2008
CACTUS
esspeecee. Date..?
Plethora of xerosis,
Bonanza of aridity
Zillion efforts for:
- surviving,
- beautifying,
- succulencey. …Cactus.
The fighter,
The gladiator,
The pigmy David
Against giant Goliath.
For greens:
Sign of
Unending youthfulness. … Cactus.
Spinous corpus
To remain tender
To prevent-
Every onslaught, threat
Of extinction. … Cactus.
Teach: pulsation,
-vibration of life,
- in ex nihilio. …O’ Cactus.
In deserted
Droughtful bosom thrives:
- metallic modernity,
- zero-soft civilization,
- non-pulsatile heart,
- packed with ifs and buts.
O’ Cactus –
Irrigate succulencey
In quiescent heart.
Hug de novo
The hurt heart,
For chorus on
Victory of life,
Pour flood of delight
In livings
And living fossils. … Cactus my love!
esspeecee. Date..?
Plethora of xerosis,
Bonanza of aridity
Zillion efforts for:
- surviving,
- beautifying,
- succulencey. …Cactus.
The fighter,
The gladiator,
The pigmy David
Against giant Goliath.
For greens:
Sign of
Unending youthfulness. … Cactus.
Spinous corpus
To remain tender
To prevent-
Every onslaught, threat
Of extinction. … Cactus.
Teach: pulsation,
-vibration of life,
- in ex nihilio. …O’ Cactus.
In deserted
Droughtful bosom thrives:
- metallic modernity,
- zero-soft civilization,
- non-pulsatile heart,
- packed with ifs and buts.
O’ Cactus –
Irrigate succulencey
In quiescent heart.
Hug de novo
The hurt heart,
For chorus on
Victory of life,
Pour flood of delight
In livings
And living fossils. … Cactus my love!
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Lord Jesus-The Giver
esspeecee…24.12.91.
O Lord Jesus
O Lord Jesus
Sincerely pray
Forget not us.
To swallow
Our sins
You took
Pains of pins.
Still we go
For sin
Who’ll make
Us clean?
To us:
The idea of Your
Spiritual existence
is meager
Come to us
In flesh and blood
For which
we’re eager.
O Lord Jesus, O Lord Jesus
Convert our: Every minus
into plus.
esspeecee…24.12.91.
O Lord Jesus
O Lord Jesus
Sincerely pray
Forget not us.
To swallow
Our sins
You took
Pains of pins.
Still we go
For sin
Who’ll make
Us clean?
To us:
The idea of Your
Spiritual existence
is meager
Come to us
In flesh and blood
For which
we’re eager.
O Lord Jesus, O Lord Jesus
Convert our: Every minus
into plus.
Monday, December 22, 2008
SPECTRUM OF DEATH
esspeecee…14.09.95.
How death looks like?
As spectrum of
Cosmetic butterfly. [1]
How death smells like?
As drizzle sodden
Droughty clay. [2]
How death talks like?
As splashing of brooks
Over scattered stones. [3]
How death comes like?
As cat walks of hyena
For the prey. [4]
How death punishes like?
As rupture of
Life’s rapture. [5]
How death rewards like?
By keeping indelible footprints
Of my worthlessness. [6]
esspeecee…14.09.95.
How death looks like?
As spectrum of
Cosmetic butterfly. [1]
How death smells like?
As drizzle sodden
Droughty clay. [2]
How death talks like?
As splashing of brooks
Over scattered stones. [3]
How death comes like?
As cat walks of hyena
For the prey. [4]
How death punishes like?
As rupture of
Life’s rapture. [5]
How death rewards like?
By keeping indelible footprints
Of my worthlessness. [6]
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
TAX FREE
esspeecee… [?] Sept’95
Shabby, ragged man
-in front of me
In the running train.
.
Slavering stringy saliva
Dozy
By the kick of ethanol,
-and labor lag.
Shock absorbers
Worn out
Jolts and jerks
Unsteady he is…
Swung the body
Over a fat woman
Embittered, grimly
She
Changed seat.
After a vague look
At her:
Drunk remain
Indifferent, drowsing…
If I were
Like you…
Happier than me,
I ponder. Why?
His prolonged
Present-
Consumed by
Ethanol: ecstasy.
Future
Fused in ‘come-never’,
- dreams in even
For
Ethanol: ‘live-together’.
No fore head
Frowning,
Cipher is the: Mantra
Of his life…
Futile genteelish...
I envy-
Your lingering longing
For-
Tax and tension-free
Mindset of life.
esspeecee… [?] Sept’95
Shabby, ragged man
-in front of me
In the running train.
.
Slavering stringy saliva
Dozy
By the kick of ethanol,
-and labor lag.
Shock absorbers
Worn out
Jolts and jerks
Unsteady he is…
Swung the body
Over a fat woman
Embittered, grimly
She
Changed seat.
After a vague look
At her:
Drunk remain
Indifferent, drowsing…
If I were
Like you…
Happier than me,
I ponder. Why?
His prolonged
Present-
Consumed by
Ethanol: ecstasy.
Future
Fused in ‘come-never’,
- dreams in even
For
Ethanol: ‘live-together’.
No fore head
Frowning,
Cipher is the: Mantra
Of his life…
Futile genteelish...
I envy-
Your lingering longing
For-
Tax and tension-free
Mindset of life.
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
MY UNENDING BIRTH AND DEATH
esspeecee… 27.10.96.
Birth,
Death-
I take:
In million ways,
In million forms,
In million places,
In million times.
Born:
As aquatic,
Thousand leagues under-
Serene Sea bed.
Born:
As bacteria, parasite,
A vexing guest-
In living flesh.
Born:
As plants,
In cozy darkness-
Rooted deep under earth.
Born:
As Homo sapiens,
In the snug shelter-
Mothers’ womb.
Born and die-
In mega form,
In micro form,
And in every shape
and size,
Imaginable,
Unimaginable,
Tangible,
Intangible,
Cognizable,
In-cognizable and so on…
I born and die
Every second,
In infinitesimal
Fraction of time.
Time fails
To restrict me.
I rejoice
The ‘Omni-Oneness’
Both in
Ecstasy of birth,
Dulcet of death.
Know well
Destined to
Die and born
Again and again,
In unending cycle
In ever new cycle.
esspeecee… 27.10.96.
Birth,
Death-
I take:
In million ways,
In million forms,
In million places,
In million times.
Born:
As aquatic,
Thousand leagues under-
Serene Sea bed.
Born:
As bacteria, parasite,
A vexing guest-
In living flesh.
Born:
As plants,
In cozy darkness-
Rooted deep under earth.
Born:
As Homo sapiens,
In the snug shelter-
Mothers’ womb.
Born and die-
In mega form,
In micro form,
And in every shape
and size,
Imaginable,
Unimaginable,
Tangible,
Intangible,
Cognizable,
In-cognizable and so on…
I born and die
Every second,
In infinitesimal
Fraction of time.
Time fails
To restrict me.
I rejoice
The ‘Omni-Oneness’
Both in
Ecstasy of birth,
Dulcet of death.
Know well
Destined to
Die and born
Again and again,
In unending cycle
In ever new cycle.
Monday, December 15, 2008
ROMANCE RENDEZVOUS
esspeecee… 06.12.08.
Psychic computer is on
Internet too,
Logged on lips-
Locked in lips.
Pass word lost,
O’ my Scarlettee!
What will we do?
Log off?
Not possible!
Delete?
Difficult!!
Or,
Permanent cleavage-
Thro’ formatting…?
Me longing
Are you…?
To lengthen the
Soft romance,
Intimate togetherness
Off...?
Like dewy soft
Feather of skylark.
Embedment in
In your soul,
I’m dreaming of.
A wee place
Will you…?
Once in
Blue moon
Such savor
Comes.
Let it-
Not burry
In limbo.
Better,
Sculpt our feelings-
a fusion fossil,
For the research of
Romancer Paleontologist.
Or, a molecule
To discover
The chemistry-
Of romance
By a Romancer Chemist.
O Dear Scarlettee
And me,
Keep something
Worth for
Future focalized
Romancer Paleontologist,
Romancer Chemist.
An esplanade of
'Romance Rendezvous'
Expecting from us the
Teens of
‘Y’ and ‘X’ generations.
esspeecee… 06.12.08.
Psychic computer is on
Internet too,
Logged on lips-
Locked in lips.
Pass word lost,
O’ my Scarlettee!
What will we do?
Log off?
Not possible!
Delete?
Difficult!!
Or,
Permanent cleavage-
Thro’ formatting…?
Me longing
Are you…?
To lengthen the
Soft romance,
Intimate togetherness
Off...?
Like dewy soft
Feather of skylark.
Embedment in
In your soul,
I’m dreaming of.
A wee place
Will you…?
Once in
Blue moon
Such savor
Comes.
Let it-
Not burry
In limbo.
Better,
Sculpt our feelings-
a fusion fossil,
For the research of
Romancer Paleontologist.
Or, a molecule
To discover
The chemistry-
Of romance
By a Romancer Chemist.
O Dear Scarlettee
And me,
Keep something
Worth for
Future focalized
Romancer Paleontologist,
Romancer Chemist.
An esplanade of
'Romance Rendezvous'
Expecting from us the
Teens of
‘Y’ and ‘X’ generations.
ONLY LOVE
ONLY LOVE
esspeecee Date…?
Fall-in Love,
With Love.
Give ‘Only Love’,
With bountiful of Love.
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
COCCONING IN
esspeecee [05.12.08]
Fought the battle to
Defeat the defeat
Alas!
‘Wining-the-defeat’
Disdained to pride in.
I argued on
Whys, whats, hows,
Alas again!
Whys steer me no where,
Whats redirect me to more whats,
Hows indulge me
-- inner hows!
Conceptual slenderness
Incapacitating, languoring,
Vital quests:
Who this self is?
What of this self?
Hows to surrender how?
Looking for alms
Is there any one?
Perhaps not!
Me:
Alone and only
Strangling every ethos
To en-bosom
Every pathos.
No regret
Better dive into
Bottom of amnesia
In cozy cocoon of
Own ‘Self’.
esspeecee [05.12.08]
Fought the battle to
Defeat the defeat
Alas!
‘Wining-the-defeat’
Disdained to pride in.
I argued on
Whys, whats, hows,
Alas again!
Whys steer me no where,
Whats redirect me to more whats,
Hows indulge me
-- inner hows!
Conceptual slenderness
Incapacitating, languoring,
Vital quests:
Who this self is?
What of this self?
Hows to surrender how?
Looking for alms
Is there any one?
Perhaps not!
Me:
Alone and only
Strangling every ethos
To en-bosom
Every pathos.
No regret
Better dive into
Bottom of amnesia
In cozy cocoon of
Own ‘Self’.
Thursday, December 04, 2008
LITHE LIPS
esspeecee 10.11.08 [2.30.h]
[To Dr. M]
I look at
Immaculate sky
To discover:
Your bold lips
Calling me..
Why..?
Your filmy lips like
Nascent rose petal
Strawberry red too…
Intolerably soft
To touch
Am afraid of trauma.
Lips claim
What..?
Subtlety enticing..?
Answer the call
I’m romantically
insolvent!!
.
The quiver
Of your teeny lips
Like dew brooks
Flow at me
But,
My bashful lips
Only loves to
Take moistness
From a distance.
Your majestic lips
Desperate for
Lip-lock-
Me, everywhere
But the
Key of love
Yet to bloom
In me.
Better:
Love your lips-
With a gentle kiss,
On lithe tapering
fingers.
For your
Finger marks
Lend hue and
Color my arid lips
As my:
Mark of
Unblemished love.
esspeecee 10.11.08 [2.30.h]
[To Dr. M]
I look at
Immaculate sky
To discover:
Your bold lips
Calling me..
Why..?
Your filmy lips like
Nascent rose petal
Strawberry red too…
Intolerably soft
To touch
Am afraid of trauma.
Lips claim
What..?
Subtlety enticing..?
Answer the call
I’m romantically
insolvent!!
.
The quiver
Of your teeny lips
Like dew brooks
Flow at me
But,
My bashful lips
Only loves to
Take moistness
From a distance.
Your majestic lips
Desperate for
Lip-lock-
Me, everywhere
But the
Key of love
Yet to bloom
In me.
Better:
Love your lips-
With a gentle kiss,
On lithe tapering
fingers.
For your
Finger marks
Lend hue and
Color my arid lips
As my:
Mark of
Unblemished love.
Wednesday, December 03, 2008
ON RELIGIOUS FANATISM
esspeecee…10.02.03.
My conscience
- bleeding,
- in grief.
For:
- being inert
- voiceless,
- dyslectic,
- amnesic.
To:
- eye, hear, nose, the
- atrocities
- inflicted upon
- civilization,
- humanity.
By the:
- lunatic deeds
- of the:
- religious fanatics.
Weak, sterile,
- mentally senile,
- pithed derma
- thick-
- like rhino
- only a plump
- of flesh
- [?] living
- am I?
Better:
- batter my
- flesh plump
- to afloat
- atop the
- surf white
- flag of:
- Peace
- Purity
Sing melody
With in-built
Brooks of
Potpourri of
Love.
Why not give
Love
A chance?
Pithed derma = chloroformed skin
esspeecee…10.02.03.
My conscience
- bleeding,
- in grief.
For:
- being inert
- voiceless,
- dyslectic,
- amnesic.
To:
- eye, hear, nose, the
- atrocities
- inflicted upon
- civilization,
- humanity.
By the:
- lunatic deeds
- of the:
- religious fanatics.
Weak, sterile,
- mentally senile,
- pithed derma
- thick-
- like rhino
- only a plump
- of flesh
- [?] living
- am I?
Better:
- batter my
- flesh plump
- to afloat
- atop the
- surf white
- flag of:
- Peace
- Purity
Sing melody
With in-built
Brooks of
Potpourri of
Love.
Why not give
Love
A chance?
Pithed derma = chloroformed skin
